I was on my way home from work at 5am when my cab driver asked me for my sign. Then he asked for my girl/ex’s. Over the next few minutes he was spitting some truth that made me want to cry, man. All about the bond I had with cam and her being my “guiding light”. These are things that I’ve thought before and to delve into the depths of my brain and where I stand right now is impossible. I might be a wreck, But I’m cynical enough to know that she’s on the move already, talking to some asshole NAVY guy she knows from work thats been obsessed from day one. Can’t blame them though that would be my move too. I guess I’m just feeling bummed because in all honesty I don’t see myself ever meeting someone like Cam. At the same time when I calm down a bit, I see why we broke up, I see our ideological and philosophical differences, and I see myself becoming that same discontented person who sought out the end of a three year relationship. This isn’t where I want my mind to be but I honestly feel somewhat at a loss. I’m at a point where I either made the biggest mistake of my life or an ok life altering decision. You feel me?